平板成绩

柏木雪狐 发表于 2018-4-10 11:32
Busy season, as busy as fxxx. Holiday day 1 +6k, day 2 peak down -15k eventually -5k, Day 3 peak dow ...

fxxk poker but i love it！

Always got problem at THE LAST DECISON. Way too stubborn against V’s 4bet or 4b ham, always got the goods but I just can’t let it go when commits 25% or above chips. Big leak that almost took me 15bb/100 hands. Shall Always have the initiative.

我其实挺想写篇文章的，叫《在这个世界上 总有人希望你过得不好》

1.def way too stubborn against 4bet/jam.  2. When commit >25% automaticlally call jam, way too loose esp on the last decision. Shall always take the longest time at the least.

Crazy grinding Wednesday night. Busy til dinner time and down 3 buying instantly after jump on table. So tilted that everyone’s been playing too nitty, that TT even check back at 356dd. Then 56cc call UTG open to flop 56T rainbow, raised right way to get stacked by AA to break even. Then up and town a bunch of tables at 10/20, have to admit that follow 2k daily buyin is kinda tough. Then played super aggressive on 5-max table, caught one tilted guy who down 3buyin within 3 hands, cooled him n made roughly 6k. Not long then AQo open got 2 caller, B.B. Sqz n hero instant jam 50bb without thinking, run to AA and WTF. Lucky that I could still book some decent winning to end today n got a new friend. Good 4 days winning but couldn’t expect everyday like this.

Good day for me but bad day for Chinese poker players. Maybe I would just play 1-2 from now on just for fun.

I never really enjoy mess up with poker players, and now the whole environment just getting worse. Lots for foreign grinders, collusion, and fish all died with all remaining REGs. Value of this field is getting much thinner, and it’s just worthy to put more time in it. It indeed gave me much of the joy and the starting bankroll of becoming a manga artist, but I think now is the right time to say goodbye to pro careers.

Goodluck persist, start w 1-2 game then soon get impatient at the end of the session, sqz 67o against 2 callers, got called by a nit, flop 742ss, and he c-j on my c-bet. Didn't take long b4 calling which is way too loose. Sure he got 99 and got stacked.

Then a 2-4 running, +500 as well then sqz AQo against btn, got stubborn called to see KT3ss board, c-bet hard got called, turn 4 blank, hero overbet jam call snapped by KJo and the second bullet was gone.

Then a 10-20-40 game, def Q8o bvb and flopped AK8, V lag checked, hero bet 40% called , c-c, river c-c and he got KQcc. Dont like my auto c-bet at this spot.

Deepwater opened up to 180, 1 caller at btn, hero jammed 1.5k w A8ss, pretty standard sqz at tourney but way too loose on cash game. D rejammed and show 55, luckily hero flopped A.

Back to 2-4 for 100 more hands, no big swing and barely break even, hate EVERY hand that losing, so my recent HUD is around 29/24/3.3 at 8-max, which is obviously way over-aggro but just can't help with it.

Eventually reload 1.5k on a 5-10-20, UTG opened up w JJ to 85, got CL 3-bet to 231 at BB, didn't take me too long before 4-bet to 525, V 5-bet jammed and hero quickly called. Happy to see bottom 5b range AKss and flopped J, but it DOESN'T MEAN I play this hand correctly. Shall ALWAYS call here to see a flop, but I JUST CAN'T HELP FOR STOPPING 4B and auto-in.
Add it up one more hand, Co REG open, hero 3b w KQhh at SB (which I think is kinda loose), got called, and flopped 248hh. Eff SPR=4, think between check-jam or bet/call jam, ended up c-bet 55% pot, got called. Turn A, jam pot got instant called by AA, river blank. GG NH.

I said shutdown is GOOD but have no idea if I could literally keep stop playing it. Been tried several times but just jump levels once losing. Maybe this is the time I have to step back to tournament pure competition. No rake, no insurance, no hit-n-run, no personal grudge, no all fxxxing bullsxxx.

people who 3bet against UTG open always got the goods

Dodged AJ vs AA today, one short stacked behind jammed to see the bad news, made me sweated a lot as well

Cut job for another day, stay at E-sport center to deal with all job issue, played a bunch of poker hands, got additional 1k roughly plus a freeroll SNG trophy but didn't relieved from my anxious status at all.

Been winning consecutively for around 11 days, everyday try to be a little bit better than the past day, but what for? Shouldn't I focus on improve my working status at 2018?

Click mouse and make $$ sound so easy isn't it? How many ppl could realize it changes value and attitude of life as well? Is there any other fun left if everything could be converted/settled by $$?