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本帖最后由 柏木雪狐 于 2017-1-9 10:20 编辑
I reckon in the near future I won't go back to Australia anymore unless for tracking holiday purpose. By staying in Beijing , I can play way higher limit at PokerStars and be a solid regular at Sunday Million or equivalent level tournament. I don't have to worry about rent, living expense and transportation.
I did have some very toughs at 2015. Lack of money, get crushed at stock market, get strucked at final essay writing and absolutely no idea about final exam. Everything seemingly run into the wrong side, which lately becoming overwhelming depression that I barely could not bear. On the edge of collapsed, I flips coins for a bunch of times to deciede whether I shall drop out school and come back, or keep struggling at current hopeless situation. 4 in 5 times the coin suggest me to stay, but I was already begging for the oppesite side inside my heart, then I knew its the time come back home, after 3 whole years.
I did survive, compassed huge depression mode, like Dunkirk Evacuation. That's ugly, but I did make it. One and half year later, I sitting in office with relaxed job and familiar colleagues, got paid more than doubled my pasting income, sitting on 500k roll and Cadillac SUV, pay only AUD$450 monthly for my property. My parents and relatives still love me, I got better connection with my brother like <the heirs>, n now I got a lovely girlfriend after such a long journey, whom I cherish very very much.
I m fine with my life now, try hard to learn from pasting mistakes and keep moving up with my poker strategy. In the past 2016 I did scored roughly 180k online play exclusively 10/20 n 20/40 9-max til HU, didn't count about some extra living poker earnings which I barely remember after huge swings. I did squander a big chunk of my winning to buy miscllaneous stuff, even did hair dressing
Guess right now is the time for me to take a break before receiving annual bnous
Sherlcok S4E1 is so fxxx amazing!
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