开始开贴写我的扑克日记

扑克这条路不好走，毕竟现在水平都变高了，技术优势没有了，运气成分更大。陆总都退出了，我也开始担心，我自从今年以来持续四个月赢利，把过去四年输的钱赢回来了，本来对前景充满希望，以为可以做一个半职业选手，现在要认真冷静的思考一下，如果以后来了大下风怎么办，或者这四个纯粹是运气好，以后回到残酷现实怎么办？不知道霍师傅有什么建议和看法，扑克这条路真的艰辛和困难吗？

今天面试了，面试我的人非常nice，很温柔很爱笑的女人。恍如隔世，我太久没工作了，都忘了待在办公室的感觉。快给我一张offer把，让我上班去吧。

For a long time it seemed to me that life was about to begin , real life. But, there was always some obsacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinnished business, time still to be served or a debt to be paid. Then life would begin. At last it dawned on me that there is no way to happiness. Happiness is the way. So treasure every moment that you have and treasure it more because you share it with someone special, someone special enough to spend your time with. Make the most of your time. Don’t waste too much of your time studying, working, or stressing about something that seems important. Do what you want to do to be happy but also do what you can to make the people you care about happy. Remember that time waits for no one. So stop waiting until you take your last test, until you finnish school, until you go back to school, until you have the perfect body, the perfect car, or whatever other perfect thing you desire.  Stop waiting until the weekend, when you can party or let loose, until summer, spring, fall or winter, until you find the right person and get married, until you die, until your born again, to decide that there is no better time than right now to be happy.  Happiness is a journey, not a destination.  So work like you don’t need the money,  Love like you have never been hurt, and dance like no one’s watching.  Happiness Is A Journey - By Father Alfred D'Souza

我最近也在思考这个问题，和炒股比，德州真心不能算是一个很好的盈利方式，因为结果只有赢和输，BB的存在导致了波动太大B
从一些顶级高手破产的新闻也可以看出，有时候运气真心占了太大部分，这些都是无法控制和分析的。大家说的BR一定要足也就是这个意思，但BR足就意味着只能在小级别慢慢的积攒，太累太慢了
所以，以德州作为职业，太难太难，常年在这种不确定性中生活，对身心造成的损害估计也不小

我觉得呢，德州不像股票，德州像期货。股票你只要待在金字塔的前10%，就妥妥的盈利了。德州呢，一将功成万骨枯，万里挑一。说实话，我去一个比较差的桌子，我在那打3个月，我能让所有之前的盈利玩家都变得深深水下。因为大鱼吃小鱼。环境不断的恶化，是德州的本质。

工作应该差不多了。已经开始做一些准备工作了。重新有希望了。

最近几天都没打牌，心态好得不得了。倒是有点横看成岭侧成峰的味道。离远了才看得清楚。再加上一直思考对手怎么读我牌。有意思。

搞定了一份工作offer，等另外一个offer。那个才是关键的。我一周没摸扑克了，也不想打。

今天跟着老板出差了，再写下去要变成工作日记了。所以，这是一个失败的德州玩家回头是岸的故事。

再见，德州。再也不见，德州。