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说点题外话，因为一个多月没打牌了，最近打大点的局觉得心惊肉跳的，意识到这种状态是个紧张的状态，前两天打一下25/50的赚3K,比打300/600 赚3W, sense of happiness is different,(typing problem,don't know how to fix it), or rather, in the former case you have a sense of wellbeing, the latter none. this reminds me that long ago when i for the first time went to casino i felt very nervous and didn't like that feel or the atmosphere there, and when i first time encountered holdem session in a friends gathering i felt that discomfort again, and i strikes me that they were gambling. and, somehow i joined them some days later............
what am i talking about?
things going abound come around, when you are outside, you feel different, you were in, you would forget the downside things or feelings.
so it strikes me that, less risks, more comfort in life. the comfort takes no money.
i did the 25/50 session in a very easy way, and tried to do the 300/600 the same way, playing "peaceful poker", still the feel was different. i relaxed, but on some occasions, had to be "nervous". i would not try some big breathtaking bluff, but still did this situational bluffing on this 300/600 session: utg straddle 1200, mp1 call, mp2 call, me, mp3, qj of spades call. flop 899, two spades, utg1 bet 3k, call,call, me, call. turn, 8, utg check, mp1 muck, mp2 check, i bet 5k, utg call, mp2 fold. river 9, utg check, i bet 12k, utg think,talk, show one card 8,fold. situational.
i shall play less poker, low stake poker, in that case, life feels better.i find i don't need poker that much when i am "outside" recently, life means more than poker. |
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